Took a break from my studies and this is my first time reading “NEJMA” by one of my favorite’s nayyirahwaheed and I happened to open up to page 17 “I wanted the wanting” ..if this didn’t speak volumes and bring me some clarity to me in that moment then I don’t know. I love when I can relate to books and it’s authors, in a sense it brings me closer to where I want to be.